Calming Creative Clutter

I Am One Learning New Ways to Relate to Things and the Earth

Created this card today when I got junk mail with the little explorer on the cover. The background is from a 10 cent book from the Westminster Library which features the Berenstain Bears addressing the issue of having a messy bedroom.

This is me, a card carrying "Messy", who has struggled since childhood with managing the things in my playroom, my study room, my bedroom, my car, my studio. My excuses: I'm an artist, a single mom, a teacher with lots of books, art supplies, and stuff I should probably save (lol).

I must admit, though I like a visually interesting living space, I feel better when things are clean and somewhat ordered. Did I mention that I haven't been feeling that great lately? My studio gets straightened at least once a week since people come in for groups--but my bedroom? Yikes! I could spin and weave a huge itchy blanket from all the cat hair on the floor. Cleaning keeps on getting put on my daily to-do list and daily shifted to "tomorrow". Yes, I am going to go vacuum and de-clutter after I post this blog.  Really.

I've been working on applying the "The 60 Second Procrastinator" idea for overcoming the main barrier to getting things done: getting started. Committing oneself to working on a postponed task for 60 second (just 60 seconds!) is the secret. Once started we mostly keep on going. This trick works very well, actually, and great that I fall for it, can depend on falling for it, every time.

But back to the main reason I made this card. I have been doing the Artist's Way "morning pages" for some weeks and it has been helping me to be more committed to including art in my life. Some of the things I've added have been: going to a local art guild meeting monthly, showing art pieces in my first show in years, going to a weekly art group (love the other artists!), finding new artist friends to have coffee and plot with, hosting new special topic (latest: Gelli Plate) workshops, going to an Eco-Art group. Great to list these things because there really has been a profound shift and it has dramatically changed the way I view myself as an artist, and how much art making I accomplish weekly.

The Eco-Art group gave me a sudden brilliant idea: I could recycle my 50 (not sure) boxes of papers into handmade paper!!! That would solve paper clutter and also make me a better world citizen. Plus handmade paper might be a really cool thing for collage. I've done some research about papermaking, found some promising websites for buying supplies  and have found the two kid's papermaking kits I've collected over the years. Hope to get started with shredding that paper mid-month.

My Commitment for May

• get started with paper shredding and papermaking, thus making my paper trash to treasure
• attend the messy anon call at least once a week to keep me decluttering 
• continue with morning pages
• clean and keep clean bedroom, bath, floors
• work on art project daily
• give my artist self (and my messy self) a hug whenever they feel overwhelmed.

Any other messy artists out there? What are your trade secrets for averting avalanches?

Honoring Seena Frost, Founder of SoulCollage

I Am One Who Lights a Candle For Those Lost

This is a card made in 2015 from a National Geographic image of a candlelight vigil for those lost in the 1986 Chernobyl disaster. To me this card represents the mourning  of a community when it experiences devastating loss. At the time I made this card it related to mourning related to the devastation of senseless school shootings and horrific bombings in the Middle East. 

Each day I draw a card from my SoulCollage deck to meditate on for the day.
Today I am thinking of Seena Frost because I registered for the February 15th memorial service for her, scheduled for the day that would have been Seena's 84th birthday. You can still register to attend this celebration of Seena's life here: Seena's Cyber-Memorial: A Celebration of Seena B. Frost, Founder of SoulCollage® 

Although I am sad that Seena is gone I am so joyous that she lived a full life and has made the next step on her soul's journey. I am so grateful that she founded and developed SoulCollage and that it has become a dynamic and meaningful part of my life.

I Am One Who Supports My Creative Inner Child

I Am One Who Supports My Creative Inner Child

I took a tele-class from SoulCollage® Facilitator Anne Marie Bennett called "Exploring the Shadow with Light of SoulCollage®".  During this class I made a card about an inner 5 year old full of despair. An unfortunate life event

caused this child to believe that she was unloved, and she was largely unable to recognize the behaviors of others in

her life that proved her wrong.  I found that she was linked to a card I made of a hostile teenager called "I Am One Who

Has Strong Defenses. Both of these parts of self can now be offered love and support, now they have had the light of my awareness focused on them.  

What followed was a series of cards that offer support to my my inner children. There is a baby card I will post later and 

this card above. At first the voice of this card was from the woman in red, an adult part of myself. She tells the child that

her creativity is celebrated and that the shoulder bag represents the supplies she will have to help her express herself.

Later I was aware of the second voice of this card: I Am One Who is Full of Creative Ideas, I Am One Who is So Excited 

to Have Permission to Be Expressive, I Am One Who Has a LOT of Energy and Enthusiasm, I Am One Who Loves to Draw and Paint, I Am One Who Loves Color and Texture.

The colorful background was from a science magazine. Electron Microscope photos of cellular activity. That is how deep

I want my support for my inner child to be: down to the cellular level. 

I Am One Who Is Grateful

I Am One Who Is Grateful

This image was part of a larger illustration of an article in Experience Life magazine by Courtney Helgoe. The part pasted to my card illustrates the reason I think gratitude is important to me. When I am aware of what I am grateful for in my life, rather than focusing on what appears to make my life less than perfect, this keeps me open to receiving opportunities and available to witness amazing occurrences in everyday life.

In addition to this lovely illustration I also added a related pink color to the right and left sides of my card with Derwent Inktense Watercolor Pencils and doodles with Gelly Roll pens.

I Am One Who is Willing to Receive

I Am One Who is in Communion With Higher Power

I Am One Who is Willing to Receive Abundance in All Areas of My Life

I Am One Who Experiences Fullness

I Am One Who is Complete

I Am One Who is Grateful for Life

I Am One Who is Willing to Receive a Rain of Daisies

I Am One Who Shares My Love

I Am One Who is Willing to Receive Love

I Am One Who is Loved